100 days to as
-work in progress-
The journey through standardised education isn't standardised.
Regarded as one of the final rites of passage in Singapore's pre-
University education system, the journey of adolescents hinging on the
precipice of adulthood (by law at least) has never felt so mundane and
archaic at the same time. Youth culture is highly romanticised in
common media, excluding the ironically more common narrative of our
teenagedom. This is our youth.
general paper lessons are too generic
the replacement oversimplifies current events, currently dying in class
but if its any comfort, we can always hide under the iconic school sweater that also acts as a thick pillow and shelter from boring lessons
take all the medical certificates from life:
from school from this project
but after a month of anxiety - riddled examinations and intensive work on another art project
im back from hiatus
with less motivation for As then ever
start the panicked last minute tuition search
studied for 9 hours on a saturday
couldve done more, but the rest of the day was spent contemplating alternative life choices i could have made
in the end. whats the point anyway?
'clara why are you so needy today'
clara proceeds to hug aretha for 3 full minutes
4 days to prelims
status update: everyone's emotional
someday everything will be okay
find a quiet location for respite
hole up from your responsibilities for a day/ week / month / year / forever*
*duration varies according to stress levels
as the ultimate act of patriotism - for me at least -
spent an average of 7 hours per day (90-89) studying at various starbucks outlets
get that A
shan stop using my phone to talk to xenia
glitch on canvas
90 x 90
call 1800-9292-9292 for enquiries
93 days left 39 Pokemon caught tonight
/if you look closely hes clenching a pokeball
mcdonalds, circa 2009
whats the opportunity cost of being the very best, like no one ever was ?
dont burn out, dont burn your eggs!
1. ajitsuke tamago
4. ayataka or coconut water
5. star trek marathon
repression and avoidance
1.5 weeks to prelims : half finished great expectations, an apt parallel to life
/polaroid taken by my brother/
人生はスポーツです life is a sport drink 100 plus
clearing my wallet, a moment of dread
97 days left: $97 medical bill, $3 spent on reduced-price energy drinks, 100% regret
-rivervale mall adventures with my brother
"fuck my alarm didn't go off"
jumping out of bed at 4am delirious
wash up, get ready, realise you have a fever and its dark outside
101 degree fahrenheit, 98 to go
Travelling to empty office buildings on the weekends
Trying not to fall asleep while writing about Keynesian Theory
Realising you've spent $16.90 of your hard earned savings on tea and sugary necessities
dont fall asleep dont fall asleep dont fall asleep dont fall asleep dont fall asleep dont fall asleep dont fall asleep dont fall asleepdsefhegiwyloU111111111111111111111111
Documenting the decline into sleep deprivation and caffeine induced madness.
In other news, a bird attacked me while I was studying at Starbucks and I think thats an apt summary of my life at this point of time.